Omfg why am i actually crying???? The fact that mo is being all soft and gentle towards He...

Omfg why am i actually crying???? The fact that mo is being all soft and gentle towards He Tian, giving him a flower, complimenting him, making sure he isn't actually mad skjsjsi. Stfu i will literally spontaneously combust!! I love these two with my whole heart and soul. The way they changed for the better when together is just beautiful. God when will it be my turn ? When will i find the Mo to my He Tian??