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Tbf tho she’s never denied being in love with him. Her realization was wayyy before she ran away. I think it was for her own peace of mind that she ran away despite knowing she loves him. Her (eventually)choosing to forgive him and taking him back was (imo) her making peace with the fact that she’s loved him for who he is despite his flaws and that for her own happiness, she’ll forgive him and take him back. Ofc its not like she does that right away. From what i remember in the novel, it took a while for her to forgive him. But yeah i get what you mean as well
So I would like to preface by saying I thoroughly enjoy these types of toxic chemistry. But, my biggest reason why this is so toxic is the fact we still know damn well she loves him even after she did “all that” falsification of her . She left his ass only to realize day after day she loves him cause she can’t get over his toxic ass. She fell in love with the toxic man that he was since day 1, so ma’am what is the issue here?! You been knowing he was crazy…… that’s why I solely believe she will denies it but craves his love. That’s that. Soulmates or twin flames as yall call it, that’s what they are. It doesn’t matter, she will always put him in high regards in her heart no matter how awful he is.