Help me

Don't Cry Sunbae, Percentage Of Love, Fake Romance, love Shuttle the main story avoid the side story like the plague.
Those are ones I can think off off the top of my head.

Is one of the messed up ones you read happen to be Under The Green Light? If so I totally understand where you are coming from

Here are some BLs that makes me feel unloved hehe

https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/tractor_full_of_love/

https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/umibe_no_etranger/

https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/overrun/

https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/abnormal_rommate/

https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/dear_my_killer_tune/

https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/love_in_orbit/

https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/gomi_yashiki_no_kamakura_san/

https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/chameleon_wa_tenohira_ni_koi_wo_suru/

https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/pygmalion_1/

https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/eiffel_tower_at_sunset/

You can also check this list for more
https://www.mangago.zone/home/mangalist/2747536/

Yo what did you read that was so bad?

Tu Quoque is so healing, makes me believe in love.

Heesu is Class 2 is very cute and makes you feel like a proud parent to see character growth.

My Way With You has main characters that have experienced a lot of trauma like seeing the deaths of family members and survivors guilt, but the couple helps each other heal.

There’s others I don’t remember off the top of my head but I have a list: https://www.mangago.zone/home/mangalist/1877902/?filter=&page=2

It's called no reason that was my breaking point but like every chapter i read in my other stuff for some reason has been so depressing

One of which, duuude it broke me i didn't sign up for this shit when i said i want season two

Thanks but warning overdue i already read love shuttle

Much appreciated

I know but actually it will get better soon,
SOME SPOILERS UPCOMING CHAPTERS GREEN LIGHT

there is some flashback chapters like 2 or 3 and in the meantime Matthew doesn't give up and chases after Jin. That pos Brandon kidnaps an unconscious Jin with the purpose of forcing him to stay locked up somewhere probably. Jin's subrdinates show up to rescue Jin and Matthew realizes he can't go back to being a normal civilian, picks up a gun and goes to rescue Jin. It's gonna get really exciting.