yeah i got that after reading further. i understand where hes coming from so now i dont “dislike” his character but i do not appreciate it either iykwim. like i get that he wants to die but he could do so while not making everyone around him miserable he has a lot of love around him and honestly, being someone that has some of the issues that he does i do understand why he thinks hes not loved. however id appreciate it if he was more humane lmaoo. whatever i honestly do not like the pair and i dont appreciate or understand their shortcomings either. i do sympathise with sasya though because he is very obviously mentally challenged
ive read until here and im afraid i do not like sasya. although i do sympathise with him and understand his previous circumstances i still think that he has no right to act like he does towards karel. karel’s character is a bit puzzling to me as well. while him and sasya were together he willingly chose to ignore all the bright red flags in their relationship and acted like they were happy even if it wasnt the case. im surprised he didnt predict sasya leaving. which sasya shouldnt have done because its just not something u do to someone who u owe so much to. i have a lot to say about this and their characters lmao theyre both sick in the head however i do not like how the character of sasya has been portrayed until ch 26 at all