like for me an example im not yet that old but i have also dreams like nove which seems like impossible to achieve ,being a doctor and such. im from a poor family and cannot afford school ive tried may things to but it just burdens me everyday is like suffocating and frustrating but i need to see the sundown and sunrise to suffer once again this manga is my rest and this mangago is my happiness im a gloomy person not too much tho , stressed and hoping that someday just like this stories i could find my saving grace to prove to those people who told me that just accept of what i have become im just a helper of a family / a nanny/ a slave/ a servant who cant say what is truly im feeling , im tired and exhausted im so done with the world but yk what? i cant just give up cause im supporting my younger sister to see her goals and dreams i dont want her to feel like the world is against her if i can make her feel that is possible to reach her dreams then maybe the world will be one less lonely people like me ,
just sharing
That's sad, i wanna say i'm the same as you but in our country is we do have "scholarship" on every government sector. But it's just that my brains can't handle their requirements, not that i tried them on but when i learned about them it was already 5 years late, so even if i tried them i still wouldn't be able to done it. Maybe if you have a scholarship you could've done it.
Anyway, in other country they have student loans right? Left and right? Why not study nursing? Atleast their salary is still better than your job, not that i am against them, i also done those jobs too and i know the hardwork of it but less pay it had. Atleast if you wanna support your sister, you have to do it with a better paying job. I can't do it but maybe you can.
Jesus christ its like looking at a mirror of the real world, except there is no Iruma and his soul mates to pull us out of this hellish cycle where the old, stupid and outdated boomers put kids down