I Kinda Understand

I kinda get why Kei is pushing him away. He's been hurt so many times before and honestly, it sucks especially when you put your heart out there only to have it get stepped on. You're more guarded, more scared to start anything new. Even if he wanted to close his heart off, feelings just don't turn off like a switch for those who experience romantic attraction, sometimes you still love, even if that love has hurt in the past. He's trying to push him away and detach from this love in order to prevent getting hurt any more. I mean, it hurts now but why wait for the pain to be even worse to end it? I just hope he realises soon that he did what his past lovers did to him, hurt someone who put their heart out to him