This is my third time writing this comments cause it keeps getting deleted so it'll be a bit short and concise.
Three recs: ten years I loved u the most, orange marmalade and this which of mine.
All different levels, some more childish, all pretty différent in tone and all made me sob for différent reasons.
If you're looking for pure angst that while make you wail at the injustice and keep reading in search of light at the end of the tunnel only to realize said tunnel is actually just a black hole that goes deeper into the ground and that actually that light you thought was the sky is just a dimly lit lamp that keeps flickering and is gone the second you leave...the the first one is your friend.
Heart clenching reco pls, anything that will hit you so hard and will alternate your brain chemistry due to pain, idk if it's not romancee just anything