is it bad that i hope jooha doesn't get his memories back? because hear me out those memor...

is it bad that i hope jooha doesn't get his memories back? because hear me out those memories were pure torture for him even if that pilwon is dead if he gets his memories back ofc he will still be traumatized even tho he has his happy memories with dooshik i think its better if he doesnt remember anything ik it might be unfair for dooshik but i dont want jooha to suffer hes carefree now and its better