Zeref didn't choose despair more like despair chose him. He could never have any family or find happiness as long as the curse exists.
Eh didn't he have a curse that the things that he will love will not be with him he jad Mavis but most likey his love for Mavis is what killed her the more he love something the further away it will get that was his curse he can't choose to be happy i know ita his own fault but it was all for revining his brother right.how could he find hapiness when the thing he love wil get away from him
Natsu was made to atone zeref's sin so he could.kill him i find zeref pitiful.more then evil ps he love his brother so much and its somehow sad coming that from him.ni am not saying Natsu is wrong but its just sad
That "you make your own happines" Natsu speech was bullshit. Zeref's telling him that everyone he comes to love dies because of him and that he has no family and Natsu answers that... Don't get me wrong, Zeref doesn't deserve to be redeemed of anything of that kind but... (?) It's difficult to keep trying when you have gone through all that ...(?) and yet Natsu is like "don't say that when I'm here in front of you, 'brother' PS.: I hate you" Now, Natsu has every right to hate Zeref but what's the point on telling him that shit about 'making your own happiness'?