help

I just finished chapter 36 (end of season 1) and I like the black haired god so much more than the white haired one. Like, so far I have disliked every character and Heil (i think is the black haired god) is soooo much better. Everytime he appears its like a breath of fresh air. I hate that the white haired god is obsessed with his past partner when the mc exists and it makes me wish he would just get back together with his past lover and makes me hope that the mc will get with Heil. Can someone who felt the same as me while reading either reassure me that it gets better or tell me that ill probably dislike the ending before i continue reading it