I am scared to read this with all the comments. Should I or shouldn't I? 😭

Depends of your tolerance.
Plot around court drama and action is decent.
But the ""romance"" part... if you can accept MC, despite not being a pushover, being molested multiple time by different MLs. And got raped by 2 of them so far (well 1st time was more dubious consent as he was drugged by another but admit enjoying it a bit afterward)(2nd time was full on forced rape and it's glossed over because MC doesn't really have the power to retaliate).