I am sorry, I hope that you will find people who will love and cherish you and become your family. Family is not just just blood, and you can create bonds with others. All hapiness to you!
Thank you so much! :"") i feel kinda embarrassed I shouldn't have trauma dump on the comment section but seeing your well wishes brings smiles to my face
You're welcome and that's fine. You said at the beginning that it might be trauma dumping which you actually did not.
Best of luck to you! Please take care of your yourself and don't give up. I am sure that there are people who genuinely like you and some who want genuine and permanent bonds with you.
Not to trauma dump but this both healed me and slapped me in the face at the same time I was orphaned when I was like 13&15, my mother even passed in my birthday month so seeing stories like these are always so bittersweet. Like I wish I have that kind of support, I love seeing people happy and supported. And I know I will never be able to have that in my life, it's not something that can't be worked on. I've struggled so much just to stay afloat on my own and seeing that other people have been using safety jackets and boats in the first place makes me feel that this world is so unfair and unforgiving