imagine i blackmail you emotionally, manipulate you (in literally all possible ways) and use you just to feed on my ego and superiority complex cuz you're a potential threat, that you're better than me .you willingly accept this and delude yourself just cuz you want to be accepted, in the process fall in love w me. after years of me literally treating you as a fucking dog and see you w contempt, i realise that you've fallen in love w me and at some point you even confess to me but i disregard your feelings and act like nothing happened and continue treating you as a fucking dog and you're STILL ok w this sort of treatment and are STILL in love w me. now, years later after i get fucked up (literally and figuratively) cuz of my own fucking actions and suddenly i ALSO "realise" my FEELINGS towards you and i now want YOUR AFFECTION. i play the victim card and do not regret anything i've done to you.
now don't think from jin's perspective ( cuz he's obviously fucked up but i still love him <3), think from your perspective and if you have self respect, say do you still think i deserve you after all i did? don't you think i'm being selfish? won't you feel HURT?
coming to the story, i'd say jin deserves wayyyyyyyyyyyyyyy better so i'm glad charin will be chopped off from the story. i hope he realises that fact and recovers, i honestly just want him to be happy after everything he's gone thru. my charin hater phase will pass after his so well deserved death....
haha, pls tell me jin will pull a 360 w charin's confession, yk start losing feelings for him ( like some ppl are attracted to ppl who they know won't like them back/ reciprocate their feelings ) cuz i'd be over the fucking moon if it turns out to be like that.
YEAH CHARIN, FUCK YOU, NOBODY LIKES YOU (ME). if there are hundreds of charin haters, i'm one of them. if there's only 1 charin hater it's me and if there are no charin haters then that means i'm dead. #1 charin hater.