Tbo I wish she felt rage and hatred for him, instead of defaulting to ah this must be some sort of a mistake and misunderstanding, then feeling pity and being sympathetic to him, like, he is slaughtering people no matter what the reason, and he will keep slaughtering people. It doesn't really matter that he offers a kind word to one of the survivors of his massacres when he is the one literally planning all of it. There's something to be said about continuing with your wrong decisions even knowing they're wrong and just creating suffering, just because YOU have something you want more than to NOT KILL all these people. Also the way they are always so careless in the middle of a dangerous situation, I mean fr even if you have some power, you're not used to combat? Like make a rational choice in that situation and keep yourself safe first? Do you even understand the fact that they are your security detail and that if something happens to you that's it for them? Just open the window instead of going insane and putting your body out of the carriage and letting it hang there in a perfect position to extremely easily be harmed by smn for fucks sake, esp when you don't know how to keep your guard up and take notice of your surroundings because, again, you are not a combatant and have never in your life done anything even close to training yourself for fights.
Tbo I wish she felt rage and hatred for him, instead of defaulting to ah this must be some sort of a mistake and misunderstanding, then feeling pity and being sympathetic to him, like, he is slaughtering people no matter what the reason, and he will keep slaughtering people. It doesn't really matter that he offers a kind word to one of the survivors of his massacres when he is the one literally planning all of it. There's something to be said about continuing with your wrong decisions even knowing they're wrong and just creating suffering, just because YOU have something you want more than to NOT KILL all these people.
Also the way they are always so careless in the middle of a dangerous situation, I mean fr even if you have some power, you're not used to combat? Like make a rational choice in that situation and keep yourself safe first? Do you even understand the fact that they are your security detail and that if something happens to you that's it for them? Just open the window instead of going insane and putting your body out of the carriage and letting it hang there in a perfect position to extremely easily be harmed by smn for fucks sake, esp when you don't know how to keep your guard up and take notice of your surroundings because, again, you are not a combatant and have never in your life done anything even close to training yourself for fights.