PT 2) Yiyoung is at the gay bar and sees Doyeon with two guys hugging his chest and touching him. Doyeon looks relaxed and just sitting there. Yiyoung goes over and pushes the other guys off, fearing for Doyeon. This pisses me off cause Doyeon is taking advantage of Yiyoung’s kindness. This also causes the other guys he pushed off to grab Yiyoung and pull on his hair.
Doyeon doesn’t even seem to care and is like: “Pick me up, I’m right here!” And Yiyoung grabs him and leads him out of the gay bar. Then he puts him on the sofa once they reach the apartment building. Yiyoung is about to leave right away, but then Doyeon stops him.
Doyeon asks if Yiyoung wants to drink some too. And Yiyoung takes the offer and drinks a bit. Yiyoung is offered wine by Doyeon, but Yiyoung turns it down, but Doyeon kinda is pushy. So Yiyoung drinks it and says, “Wow this wine tastes really good!”
Yiyoung realizes he almost got caught up and says to Doyeon that he has to go. Doyeon is gaslighting and is like: “Do you want me to eat all by myself?”
And he acts like Yiyoung leaving isn’t right, making Yiyoung feel guilty. Then Doyeon says: “Call me hyung and I will let you leave.”
And Yiyoung says just that, Doyeon laughs and calls him cute, inching a bit closer.
Ugh, I hate Doyeon!
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CH 28– I used poor translation so don’t get too excited. In Ch 28, Yiyoung was trying to find ways to explain. In monologue, Yiyoung said: “To me I liked that I was with someone who was interested.”
If anyone knows Korean and can explain that, thank you. Yiyoung also said that he’s not interested in Doyeon, so I doubt it’s that.
Yiyoung believes that Doyeon isn’t out of the closet, so he’s not sure if Kang knows and decides to not tell that Doyeon hit on him. It’s not because he wants to keep it a secret, it’s because he’s keeping it a secret for Doyeon, so he won’t out him.
Then next panels, Yiyoung asks Kang: Is there any reason why I shouldn’t meet him? And Yiyoung continues to ask why they shouldn’t meet, but this time with a smug expression.
Kang gets upset. He asks Yiyoung if he’s doing all of this because he said something about how he would let Yi go if their relationship won’t last long in future.
And then Yiyoung is like: Wait! Do you think I’m interested in Doyeon? No I’m not!
Kang: You are, are you not?!
Then Yiyoung gets a call from Doyeon. And he hangs up on him after a few seconds, saying that he will contact Doyeon later. And Kang is more upset, and this is when the angry sex begins.
CH 29– Kang pushes him on the couch and strips his top off, groped Yiyoung’s nipple and Yiyoung thinks: “I don’t like this.”
“I feel it right away. I don’t like this.”
“Don’t do it.”
Yiyoung thinks something about running off. But then Kang pushes him against the door (not rough), and sticks his pp inside Yiyoung. And Yiyoung went along with it, but he still doesn’t like it although his body enjoyed it. I think he won’t mind having sex with his own partner, but being raped by his partner isn’t comfortable to say the least. Yiyoung asks if he’s gonna stop now, and Kang says No.
Then they continue onto the next chapter.
CH 30– Kang and Yiyoung continue the sex. Well mostly on Kang’s side. I’m disappointed in this rape, but they’re gonna be together anyways and rape is prevalent in the BL community. I just hope nobody justifies it, is all. Anyways, Kang continue to thrust, and I think he says something to Yiyoung: Why is your hips bouncing back/rolling back?
He sees Yiyoung’s erotic expression and gets turned on even more. Honestly despite the rape scene, the sex position were hot as hell and the expressions. Whew! Then Kang finishes and so does Yiyoung, and has Yiyoung suck him off and he cums. DONE
CH 31– Kang reflects on his actions and says something like: “How could I do this even if I’m angry? Was I such a petty and impulsive person?”
Then next panels show Yiyoung waking up pretty energetic, and he remembers what happened last night, he smiled big and all giddy about how hot Kang was during the sex. Dear Yiyoung! Please! Have some self respect, your partner did something bad and he better kneel.
The panels also show Kang going to Yiyoung and apologizing to him early morning. Yiyoung remembers that and is even more happy.
Yiyoung is lying on his bed and with sparkles around him, he says to himself (comedic): “Why go on a business trip? Is work better than me?”
Then he gets up and heads to his own work with an energetic self. I’m here reading with a “brother what” mind, cause Yiyoung is weird lmaoo. He gets a call from Kang and cheerfully answers.
At the end of that chapter, Yiyoung gets a call from drunk Doyeon. Yiyoung gets concerned and asks if he’s alright. Doyeon says he drank alcohol, and Yiyoung gets ready to hang up until Doyeon lies about being drugged and needs to be picked up.
Yiyoung makes up a whole scenario where a chaebol guy (doyeon) is being drugged and kidnapped for ransom. And I think Yiyoung was going to bring Kang with him since Kang knows Doyeon more, or he said that he would send Kang to pick him up.
Doyeon lies about him being gay is not know to Kang, and that he’s in a gay bar, so Yiyoung should be the one to pick him up since Yiyoung knows he’s gay. But it’s revealed in next panels that Kang knows Doyeon is gay. He remembers the time when Doyeon basically slept with many guys, fucked around, etc.
Kang disapproves of him going to Doyeon and that he will pick up Doyeon, but Yiyoung declines and suggests that he go himself because he’s closer to Doyeon’s location than Kang. He hangs up before Kang could say something. Then Yiyoung rushes and drops his phone, not realizing. Kang tries to call again, but no answer cause Yiyoung dropped the phone.
I think he was going to tell Yiyoung that he knows Doyeon is gay and a lying piece of shit.
In the next panel, Kang looks horrified because he doesn’t like Doyeon getting near Yiyoung. He tries to go as well but there’s car traffic, “FUCK!”
Kang imagines and thinks that Doyeon will potentially force onto Yiyoung. And then he tries to calm down and with a horrified expression 0_0, his monologue says: “No he isn’t that shitty.” (Referring to Doyeon.)
Next panels, Kang imagines a scenario where Doyeon becomes more successful and still younger than Kang, and he thinks about how Yiyoung might be into him.
Kang remembers what he said to Yi:
“If you were my age, you would have plenty of relationships by then.”
“I’m not confident that I’m a worthy person.”
“If the day comes when you leave me because I’m not good enough, or want to experience another date, I’ll just accept it.”
He said something else too but not sure. Kang finishes remembering those and is mad, he probably wondered why he said that while drunk. He’s really mad at the end of chapter and said something like: “What bullshit am I saying?!” Or “What bullshit was I saying?!”
Anyways Kang’s insecurities make me bawl, it’s so sad. He’s not that old to be thinking this way, yes Yiyoung is younger but he’s so into Kang and Kang’s insecurities blind him. I don’t justify what he did to Yiyoung, but this is all so sad.