Bl/gl angst where they both suffer? i dont want it to be an abusive relationship on one si...

https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/neon_sign_amber/

https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/incidentally_living_together/

https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/eyes_clouded_by_the_tiger/

https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/teach_me_1/

https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/a_proxy_painter/
This one is a little complicated

https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/tasogare_outfocus/

Maybe I'm using this as an excuse to recommend this, but I hope it falls into what you are looking for https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/truth_or_dare/

This might be more on the theme but I read it ages ago https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/checkmate_1/