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Based on the drama, that the only think that she hold so that she can keep being sane because she lose her freedom. after she became concubine, she cannot leave the palace, stuck there until her died and based manga, need to be respectful to his son because his son in higher position from her. Her life totally changed. So she held that, so that she still not lose everything.
Why won't she tell the king she loves him.... Hmm?