He wants to die because he has nothing else to live for and since he’s in love with him as well, he probably wouldn’t be able to stand being alive after killing him even more .
If he lives after killing the governor, he'll be severely punished. It's best that he dies after so he doesn't have to suffer.
Punished is putting it mildly. He’ll be killed for it.
Yes. Killed after being brutally tortured.
bro what’s the point in all of this if you want to die too, plus weren’t they falling in love, i mean the second main lead was dragged into all the bad things he did i thought we clarified that … idk this is stressing me out