YK what makes me love this whole thing tho - Courtney. I feel like she's behaving like an actual girl, like not some caricature of tropes, and I think that is the majoooor reason I'm enjoying it because I don't find Courtney cringe. Str8 smut is always hard to consume because of the female leads who always seem so helpless, not cuz Courtney is a dom, we've seen her mental breakdown and struggles so much already, but she's so real. Gawd, without Courtney this would have been so uncomfortable to read... but she makes it sexy to read cuz yk she wants it, yk she's ok with it, yk she's into it, yk she's trying!!! AAA
YK what makes me love this whole thing tho - Courtney. I feel like she's behaving like an actual girl, like not some caricature of tropes, and I think that is the majoooor reason I'm enjoying it because I don't find Courtney cringe. Str8 smut is always hard to consume because of the female leads who always seem so helpless, not cuz Courtney is a dom, we've seen her mental breakdown and struggles so much already, but she's so real. Gawd, without Courtney this would have been so uncomfortable to read... but she makes it sexy to read cuz yk she wants it, yk she's ok with it, yk she's into it, yk she's trying!!! AAA