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I also hate how Aelock never once hated Kloff, even after first time got pregnant. He thought himself as Kloff's omega. (he did feel bitter to face the pain and struggled for birth pain)
Even when he's dying, his thought is he hoped to love Kloff properly in his next life. Bitch
I love reread the angst of s1, it unusual for me to feel sad and disturbed because of manhwa.
First omega son, he was forced to take pills that cause him to bleed and suffdered while taking it. After told Kloff he got sick, instead of caring, Kloff told him to double the amount of pills. Aelock was then turning omega after his suffering. This is when his beautiful appearance turn dull, he got eyebag and his lips is chapped. Then, Kloff raped him every night until he got pregnant. Aelock faced extreme pain during his first child birth. After that, he was thrown away to gardener house alone.
Second alpha child, he got revived because he weakly sick and didn't eat causing him almost die for first time. Then he got pregnant again, feel proud and arrogant because he was pregnant a alpha. Unfortunately got thrown away to street after safely birth the child.
During when he was in street, he survived by selling himself on street (by force) for whole 2 years. He is too weak to work. As return, he only got bread. When he met Kloff, and got mocked and receive a coin because he look like beggar. Aelock got excited to buy a lot of bread, a blanket for winter or travel where the cold is harsh as where he live. But instead he choose to buy clothes just to properly meet Kloff again. In hope he can meet his child again and embrace them.
Blablabla he met Kloff, and go out in his own because Kloff said the child resemble his mate. Aelock thought he meant Raphiel instead of him, even though he is the child giver. Afterwards he commit suicide again and got saved by Hugo, a servant at the house. Then he lived in garden house again gratefully happy since he don't need to selling himself again.
One day, he accidentally ripped the clothes he wearing. Which is actually Raphiel's clothes when he got murdered, as result he got beaten up and raped by Kloff that day. Kloff almost beat Aelock again when he knew he was pregnant. But since Kloff care for his children, he stopped beaten Aelock and visit him once in a while. After gave birth again, Kloff leave him alone at the house. Not even once, he allowed to met any of his children. He only see them when they was taken away as babies.
Aelock live his daily life as usual and do activities to keep entertain. He then pick gardening as choice and he met his first child by accident (that child was lost). Aelock happily gave him flowers and Kloff take the child away just a minute later when he found him. That night, Aelock was excited to know about that child. Kloff was pissed because that child name is from his dead mate and Aelock was saying it in his mouth since he is the reason that Rapiel died. Kloff beat him up again that night and when he's tired, he raped him again. That was his fourth child, he start getting more sick and pale until Kloff embrace him in his hug.
Aelock was happy in that embrace and he ask if Kloff wanted sex with him. That night he faces mocking that Kloff spout. Which got Aelock trembling with his sick body that already in pain. He got pregnant again with twins.
One night, he got so sick that he start trembling for pain killer. None of the pills help him reduce the pain, the pain remind him to what happened to Raphiel when got raped of the street and killed causing Kloff to lost Raphiel and his child. Aelock start trembling while also remembering what Kloff mock him before, hoping he dies the same way he did to Raphiel.
Aelock willingly walk to street alone while being pregnant and got the same fate Raphiel faced. His right shoulder and ankle is broke. While Kloff is panicked because he see the same situation twice of what happening to Raphiel. Cried and miserable as he don't want lose Aelock and his child.
In his death bed, Aelock ask Kloff if this is what Raphiel feel like. Kloff then held Aelock shoulder hard, asking him if he's not satisfied torturing him and hate Raphiel's name on his mouth. If Aelock wasn't in his deathbed, pretty sure he already got beaten up again as usual. Aelock shed tears for the first time after all he went through.
Aelock met all his 6 children in his dream. But the mom is Raphiel instead of him, and he remembered that he's dying. He accepting that while feeling miserable and understand that he will be never be their mom and he will never ever have chance to meet any of them.
I wish he can atleast see any of his child in his deathbed in real life instead of dream. Like watching them playing from afar.