I know what you mean by she does not have a strong personality, I find her lack of confidence due to her insecurity of not being able to communicate with a spirit, if you’ve been told your whole life that your a disappointment and your parent literally disowned you, you would be insecure as well.
Though I wish they leaned in more to her being a villainess, like as a defense mechanism. Tbh I’m reading this just to see what happens to the prince and his mistress, it said he was the 3ed so maybe he’s not that important(?)
but I find it funny how you say she blushes at every panel with them together when BL manhwa are exactly like that
Honestly, word. I've read BLs with blushed every panel but I tend to drop them do fast and even if I did read it to the end I would never recommend that shit to no one.
And yeah maybe I don't quite like her because she reminds me of myself, her insecurities and lack of confidence make sense but it pisses me off ngl. I wish she would just be straight up mean sometimes, because people like her (personal take) tend to carry some kind of anger or want for revenge at least. Like I'm insecure as shit but I'm powered by utter spite. Maybe I'm asking to much but I hate how one-sided her character is, barely any complexities despite her going through some traumatic shit. Like bitch if I was treated the way they treat her I'd be throwing hands and cussing people out. I guess she's just to make of a shoujo main character/FL to have actual character that doesnt revolve around her shallow ass interest on some dude she thinks is perfect. Which btw I also hate, the fuck you mean perfect? His personality is as complex as Bella Swan or Edward Cullen from twilight like fuck off.
I went on a rant but I just wanna say I agree with you.
Yeah I completely understand, her character is so one dimensional and a damsel in distress which many ppl hate myself included.
Everyone reacts to trauma differently and I’m sure there are ppl like her in RL, and you can’t help feeling aggravated and frustrated for her, since we see the story through her POV which means we’re kind of in her position, and who likes being in the position of a week person?
Maybe because I’ve read so many stories like hers that I’ve kinda gotten used to it, I know the feeling of utter frustration because the MC was just being a week dumbass.
right??? im frustrated by lack of action to change her situation. It's like she has zero survival instincts. I perhaps have not read enough stories with Mc's like her bc I tend to drop em. I rather not read on something I can't enjoy.
TLDR: yeah, i agree with you again.
I went through most chapters expecting any hint to her spirit. Something to make a redeeming character besides being a "prodigy" LIKE BRUHHHHH something?? a personality?? this shit is so boring, nothing about her is interesting except for the mystery of what spirit is. She can't use magic either. She isn't confident with anything besides her grades. She blushed bc of Yuki every damn panel theyre in together, I'm cringing so fucking hard this is why I can't take historical mangas like this seriously. Y'all can downvote me but DAMN I wasted my time reading this repetitive straight ass fck story. This is why I stick to GL and BL bc straight shit like this makes me want to shove the entire story down a toilet bowl. GOD DAMN, I SIGHED AND GROANED FOR EACH CHAPTER THAT PASSED WITH NO FCKING FORWARD WITH THE PLOT