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52 on is what youre likely looking for, but you should really read the preceding events for it to make more sense. basically, ash immediately realises how stupid he is and how much he wants lyle so 52 onwards is him feeling depressed, kicking himself, getting ready to grovel, and then grovelling until it rerolved (10/10, highly recommend)
I was reading this a yr or 2 ago when it only had a few chapters and i dropped it because someone from the comment section dropped spoilers saying Ash was an asshole that was treating Lyle like some replacement of his ex or somthing like that... and i was disappointed I couldnt continue reading it..
To whoever that mf is.. i'm half glad half mad about that spoiler. This ended great and Ash wasnt as bad as you said.. but i'm glad i could reread this in one go since its completed by the time i got back here. So.. thank you.. but fvck u, i guess (︶︿︶)=凸