so first love does have an impact.. if i might ask, how did u know they r your first love? i mean i never knew how it felt because i do like someone, like for years (?) one sidedly. like i nv had any chance to be friend them nor even had a small talk. i like watching them from a far but i don't have any guts to talk. two years in highschool my gaze only on his side, even after graduated i still holding this feeling for like 3 years and then decided to move on. idk, is it first love? or just typical idolizing kind of feeling. idk. after that i did try to open my heart but doesnt had any good ending. now i decided to only holding back the feeling i had like back then, didn't even try to make first move again because i thought it was the best way to maintain my inner peace. in the other way that's why im still single in this mid-20 of age
dawg you are way complicating first love, the rreason it's called first love because it's your first romantic love that's geniune and sincere, , first love impacts your love life but judging from your comment, i feel like you are overthinking it too much. typical idolizing tends to be similar to but the fact that you had the desire to get closer to him and always glance at him just shows how much you really liked him, but i kinda relate to you in the second part LOL but def he's your first love
because i want to know how it felt (i read romance too much) while i don't know what love means (no experience) buttttt thankyou for reading and answering my butterfly era story lmaooo u so kind
no problem :3
this manga was tad bit too personal for me, I used to be like mc in the past until my first love came along. Anyways shit was massive sad and I pretty much changed a lot, even my talking style but yeah, I love realistic this manga is for the world of people like mc. They really portrayed it well, the overthinking and the self-image. I did get a bit sad cs of how relatable mc was