No I feel the same. Heonjae is very much a child in more ways than one which is terrifying. The reason Myeongg-il never wants to be around him is because he’s unpredictable and extremely unstable. Jingi has a purpose for Myeongg-il and so he provides some level of stability in the fact that he knows what he is doing and is able to act based on rationale when needed. Heonjae does not have this. He could very easily kill Myeongg-il by accident in the same way a child wouldn’t recognize they’ve gone too far until their toy breaks… He’s sadistic, selfish, immature, and is completely ruled by his emotions. Jingi is a horrible person too ofc but he’s more rational and reliable, you know what you’ll get type deal. I dunno but Heonjae scares me tbh
in the most i am not shipping way possible,, is anyone else partial to the seme with long hair ?? i’ve always preferred him to the grey haired seme for some reason but people on mangago seem like they like him more.