If ur ok with reading a short straight manga, try this https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/watashitachi_no_shiawase_na_jikan/
Right??? Same tbh.
I'll drop u some recommendations that made my heart clench in pain but not all of them have romance in them. Some are close friendship.
A lollipop or a bullet- read this without looking at spoilers or comments under it (they'll spoil it). It's about two friends who become friends. They give off sun and moon energy. The mc doesn't want to become friends with the sunshine-like girl who tries so hard to become friends with her. But in the end they become friends. They were doomed from the beginning, but they just didn't know. This story literally made me sit and stare into the ceiling for an hour after reading
Three days of happiness- a straight manga. Doomed af from the beginning. About a guy who sells off his lifetime for money but within the small time he has left to live, he falls in love. The ending was so bittersweet I cried
Smells like green spirit- about 2 gay best friends. Don't read comments or spoilers before reading.
Sea foam- its a very short one-shot manga but u should give it a try. It's about a brother and a sister who has to live during the world war. Had me coughing tears when I first read it.
My wife whom I loved dearly- a short one-shot manga about the last days of a wife who has cancer and her husband
Hello, if anyone could pls recommend a doomed relationship (ex they love each other but can’t because of xyz circumstances, one dies anns leaves the other behind, etc.) I want something painful where they fight/fought to be together but it just doesn’t work out
like taming the tiger is a great example tho it wasn’t doomed since they *spoiler* met again
alright, thanks!!