Ughhh chapter 42 ruined the seme for me. And now I can't help but think leewon is maybe suffering with Stockholm syndrome. I KNOW he had feelings for him before but like why the rape???? I know sex can be no big deal especially for the mafia lole we've seen but rape should be a huge deal. Especially between the main characters. God I'm sooo mad about this.
I dropped it as soon as I saw that. I'm still not ok with it at all though. Those two are always all over social media and treated like a great yaoi couple. I literally never would have imagined one of them is a rapist, because they get praised all the time. Yeah the guy probably has Stockholm syndrome. But I worry about readers who are constantly seeing rape normalized. Rape is bad, like the worst thing besides killing someone. And a lot of people these days don't understand that. It's such a shame.
Exactly!! And like i said maybe it's normal in mafia or in fiction but like he forced himself on him after he ahot him and had sex when he was unconscious, bleeding, literally physically ill and while the doctor was treating him he was laying with his dick inside him pls also for 7 or 10 days straight. And the bottom felt sorry for the top at the end like
I didn't read that far and now i'm even more disgusted. I have no desire to think or read anything else about this story or characters.
I really miss the days of trigger/rape/non con warnings on stories and chapters. I was enjoying this story and then BAM chapter 42 happens and then out of nowhere the uke is being raped by the seme.
I've been reading yaoi for a long time, but it's sad that it's becoming nearly impossible to read one that doesn't include rape. Idk how or why we got to this point. I'm not judging anyone who likes reading stories with rape, I just don't get why most of the popular stories just throw rape in the plot like it's no big deal without even adding a warning for those of us who are triggered by it.