he hates them but he's scared bc his family has great assassins. if tells now he might cast off his condition but it would all be for nothing if he gets killed anyway, if waits he has a chance to get cured without becoming a target
and also, he’s scared that by telling cheon ho that he has ultimate yang obstruction cheon ho might realise he was the beggar he met on the mountain ages ago and as an ex member of the beggars clan that his life might be in danger
Oh okay thank you i think this helps maybe i just forgot bc it's still ongoing and it's 1 ch per week
This explanation helped me understand that better thanks!!
I really don't get why the mc is still following what his "brother" said about "waiting when the time is right".... doesn't he resent his family...?