Is it selfish to wish Jooha to not get his memory back? He's finally living his best life ...

frrr that's what I think too, he has a second chance in life, one where he is happy and free from everything in his past. It's selfish to want it back tbh

Yeah but at the same time he’s the only one that forgot. He left someone behind that remembers everything. Even if he doesn’t admit it, the situation is doing a number on dooshik’s mental especially answering as pilwon. I wish they both got a do over cause they’re both traumatized

I get it, but at the same time i think Jooha needs it more like you know what i mean? I know they both suffered, but i just can't with the whole shitty things Jooha went through, the only thing I want him to realize is Dooshik is the only one true person for him and not that mtfr Pilwon. Dooshik, our boy, has been handling it better than Jooha. I feel him too, but, if I were Jooha, I'd rather be dead than remember those hell of a memories.

Right!!!?? It's just so hard! Idk how will he react if he gains his memories back, those are fucking hell of trauma. We don't want him to suffer more.

yeah but also keep in mind that Dooshik also did messed up things, even Jooha was scared of him at one point as well. Honestly Jooha is still the same and he is slowly falling for Dooshik (he might realize sooner or later that Dooshik is for him and not that mf Pilwon) It's better to just make great memories with someone that is healthy rather than with someone who was just tortured most of his life. In a way, their relationship would be so much healthier as well

okay I feel like he doesn't need his memories back. Not only were most of his memories just straight up hell, Pilwon would always be in the back of his mind even if he's dead. Dooshik was just like an escape to Jooha from everything, but they should both let go of the past rather than trying to get it back. Jooha is still the same, minus all the trauma he's ever experienced. Dooshik should try to know this "old" Jooha more as he's much healthier in both mental and physical forms, their relationship would grow more (and in a romantic way too) as they both get to know each other as better people. Why would Dooshik want to bring Jooha's hell when he just escaped from it? If he does end up wanting that back, Dooshik is selfish (not saying he wants to bring hell back but just his memories and that includes the bad ones) He should just move forward. Idk if I am repeating a lot but again, Jooha had a new chance in life away from the bad, Dooshik should tell him everything (rather than just lying and hiding the truth) so that Jooha can think and understand more. This way they can both grow.