MY PILLOW IS SOAKED MY GODHDH this is it the shounen yaoi we all fucking deserved thank fucking god…… ive waited for this kind of story FOREVER. I adore and love yeonsoo so so much, my boy is carrying and suppressing so much grieve and survivors guilt its insane and im so happy the author doesnt play it down too, yeonsoo’s breakdown and relapse in ch49/50 was heart breaking. The flashbacks, the family he sees, him Pleading to die…He really really cannot do this anymore please give him a break im crying just from typing this my heart hurts for him so so much i need to read the novel now this is such a good story im so happy this story exists UWAAAA
MY PILLOW IS SOAKED MY GODHDH this is it the shounen yaoi we all fucking deserved thank fucking god…… ive waited for this kind of story FOREVER. I adore and love yeonsoo so so much, my boy is carrying and suppressing so much grieve and survivors guilt its insane and im so happy the author doesnt play it down too, yeonsoo’s breakdown and relapse in ch49/50 was heart breaking. The flashbacks, the family he sees, him Pleading to die…He really really cannot do this anymore please give him a break im crying just from typing this my heart hurts for him so so much i need to read the novel now this is such a good story im so happy this story exists UWAAAA