Chaeyoon really wants to die. He just wants to rest peacefully so he can be together again with his fallen comrades but the request being made prevents him from dying. Even if someone kills him, behead him, Chaeyoon won't die. He is practically an immortal for as long as he still has those request on him and that's what make living hard for him.
It's actually pretty sad when you can't even decide for your very own life and death.
Chaeyoon really wants to die. He just wants to rest peacefully so he can be together again with his fallen comrades but the request being made prevents him from dying. Even if someone kills him, behead him, Chaeyoon won't die. He is practically an immortal for as long as he still has those request on him and that's what make living hard for him.
It's actually pretty sad when you can't even decide for your very own life and death.
I empathize with him.