I couldn't agree with you more. I kept reading waiting for some redeemable quality to him and found none. His sudden realization of love is so random and unconvincing. I have no idea what Kazu sees in him - even he doesnt know!
And what is with Toshiya being in love with the old man who raped him over and over? Stockholm Syndrome?
Um so gay people can't rape? Wow. It's all love if a GAY person does it? Wow. Homosexual people can't be held to the same standards that heterosexual people SHOULD be held to? Wow. You're being homophobic mmkay sweetcheeks? Oops.
Coercion into sex is just as much rape as physically forcing yourself on someone. Oops?
Kazu KNEW his brother was being raped, too and did NOTHING. And you prefer a rapist victim blamer over a homophobe. I'm not heterosexual sweetcheeks and I prefer a homophobe over a rapist gay person ANY day of the week. Ktbn. OOPS.
I have no idea what the uke sees in a RAPIST VICTIM BLAMER. And I saw MORE feelings of love coming from HIM than RAPIST Kazu. That's PRECISELY why the uke didn't fall in love with Kazu as you wanted.. Yet that's exactly what you DIDN'T want when it came to TOSHIYA. Weird that, huh? Hypocrush much?
Kazu didn't rape anyone though. Please dont spread false info. People are messed up and its not Kazu's fault that the damage had already been done by the time he came back. I'm sorry to say but don't blame the parent's actions on the child. No one is innocent here but don't put false info on a character please.
The story starts out with Yayoi, a homophobic beautiful playboy, losing his parents (which he was happy about) and inheriting a 100million yen debt (which he wasn't happy about it). No worries cause he immediately gets a 250$ a day paying job as a host for gay men. This disgusts him. No worries cause immediately afterwards a filthy rich, young, handsome perfect man falls in love with him and pays off his debt. In exchange they start dating. This is how the story starts.
What follows is Yayoi complaining for hundreds of pages about how much his life sucks, how unlucky he is, and how much he hates 'fags'. Fuck Yayoi.
This "uke" is living a dream life and he's so fucking ungrateful it's infuriating.
I will never understand how this shit manga got rated so highly.