It indeed was, I read it once and never again….
i couldnt even finish it because it hurt my stomach rlly bad
At the time, silly me thought it would get better. Somehow the author would turn it around…. I was left traumatized and forgot this existed. So I don’t blame you for not finishing it
poor silly us
No cuz I left this on hold for so long I forgot the plot. Came back only bc I saw author's newest story (corruption). I thought I had finished this one cuz there's another BL with a similar plot, but then it wasn't marked 'already read'. So I went back to ch1, and then it all came flooding back. I just skimmed/skipped to the end so I can mark it finished cuz I'm not boutta go through this abuse again
this was horrifying