hi, i know this si v specific but hit me up pls

do u kno any story with the mc just giving up on life or ml? like they dont mind dying or in the process of wanting to die. just gives zero fcks cos life aint worth it and ppl are def not worth it. its okay if its not really the main plot

like how to get my husband on my side, or proxy painter, or no longer allowed in another world, or uncontrollable lady, etc