I remember at first I really disliked Siwon and his homophobic attitude and how much he hu...

I remember at first I really disliked Siwon and his homophobic attitude and how much he hurt Jinha, but as everything developed I liked Siwon more and started disliking Jinha who is waaaay to pushy. He's so selfish getting angry because things between them aren't developing fast enough. No wonder Siwon asks him if his body is the only thing he wants because frankly he hasn't even been bothered getting to know Siwon now that he's grown up. Jinha says he loves him more than anything but seems more like he want's to own something that he's always though of as his instead. I get Siwon. Especially this chapter when he tells Jinha he wants to be friends again, he doesn't want to throw the history they had away, but Jinha is like "no way unless you're my lover I don't want anything from you", which is a shitty thing to say to a childhood friend you shared a lot with.