I felt his pain so personally. Well I still feel it. Circumstances are different, but the only denominating factor of a lonely person is the emptiness that accompanies them. I feel like this story has taught me so much about myself, not because I didn't know, but simply didn't want to recognize it. Even now i dont know whether to cry or to simply exist. Its so difficult, but I'm glad he has found a sliver of wholeness within himself even if it meant loving someone else to do it. Ik everyone says love yourself or find contentment within, but that's so unrealistic on so many levels, the primary being some people, like myself, find meaning in others for themself which isnt reliance so much as it is purpose. And if thats someone's reason to keep living and try then that should be enough for the onlookers we never asked for. I hope he finds his peace regardless of what form it comes in
I felt his pain so personally. Well I still feel it. Circumstances are different, but the only denominating factor of a lonely person is the emptiness that accompanies them. I feel like this story has taught me so much about myself, not because I didn't know, but simply didn't want to recognize it. Even now i dont know whether to cry or to simply exist. Its so difficult, but I'm glad he has found a sliver of wholeness within himself even if it meant loving someone else to do it. Ik everyone says love yourself or find contentment within, but that's so unrealistic on so many levels, the primary being some people, like myself, find meaning in others for themself which isnt reliance so much as it is purpose. And if thats someone's reason to keep living and try then that should be enough for the onlookers we never asked for. I hope he finds his peace regardless of what form it comes in