it's confusing but it's worth it, here's the breakdown!

sekai94 July 20, 2024 1:58 am

english isn't my first language, so excuse my mistake and asked away if something is confusing

so their first life is their life on the book.
heemin miscarried, iheon got killed, heemin killed himself. during this life heemin ran away from iheon to omega center, where he met 3 sisters. on omega center, he drew sketches of life he wanted, family (the 3 omega sisters from the omega center), life without abo, iheon as friend.

on "second life" which is the world that heemin drew, he has family (the 3 sisters), life without abo and iheon as friend. but his sketches are limited up to college life. iheon woke up from "the dead" of the first life on heemin's sketch during their highschool. the world here is miserable for iheon because it's heemin's imagination so when there's no heemin involved, the world stop and the people didn't move even when iheon was there. he endured that for years in loneliness and he knew that the time is running out as heemin's sketches only stopped at their college life. so he asked heemin to go to the us (means their original life from the start) before that, iheon found their book (or it was him who wrote it i forgot) and slipped in on heemin's bag, which was found by his sister and asked heemin to read it as the characters are the same name as heemin and iheon.

cue their life now that restarting from the auction scene. iheon remembered all, heemin knew the plot from "the book" and his memories from the imagination world. when iheon asked if his memories are back, he was asking about the 30 years old heemin (the first life heemin)
eventually heemin got glimpse of his past life from therapy, his "imagination world" sketches and the final blow is that he found "the book" on iheon's safe, that's where he realized that he is the main character of the book. he ran away to the omega center to meet his "sisters". while he was there he was afraid that iheon will chased him down and dragged heemin back (that's what happened on the first life) but iheon held back because he knew heemin will hate him for that. eventually heemin caved in seeing iheon went to the omega center just to do volunteer work and not disturbing heemin (but he gave a lot of gift when he knew heemin was pregnant)

Responses
    Sho_queen July 20, 2024 4:05 am

    i kind of understand what you're saying but i can see English is not ur first language but u tried ( ̄∇ ̄")

    egojn July 20, 2024 4:26 am

    Omg this story is more confusing than I thought

    Simply July 20, 2024 5:17 am

    Even though the story is a bit confusing it's actually more beautiful than I could have imagined

    iamb July 20, 2024 5:34 am

    Thank you! I understood it all very well.. It's a surprise what's really going on, but I love spoilers:)

    Anas July 20, 2024 6:09 am

    I genuinely don't understand since the story is so complicated but at the same time I also understand?? Does that makes sense..

    sekai94 July 20, 2024 6:27 am
    Omg this story is more confusing than I thought egojn

    it is! i wonder how the webtoon will uncover these confusing world

    sekai94 July 20, 2024 6:28 am
    Even though the story is a bit confusing it's actually more beautiful than I could have imagined Simply

    the wording on the novel is really beautiful, especially iheon's poetic word of saying love to heemin, pretty sure it's going to be on the webtoon

    sekai94 July 20, 2024 6:30 am
    I genuinely don't understand since the story is so complicated but at the same time I also understand?? Does that makes sense.. Anas

    that's what i felt when i discover twist upon twist on the novel, hopefully the webtoon will execute the twists without a lot of confusion

    Anas July 20, 2024 6:57 am
    that's what i felt when i discover twist upon twist on the novel, hopefully the webtoon will execute the twists without a lot of confusion sekai94

    I hope so since it's so confusing and complicated but at the same time understandable

    Yuhi_sama July 20, 2024 2:53 pm

    May i ask where did you read it

    sekai94 July 20, 2024 7:11 pm
    May i ask where did you read it Yuhi_sama

    i read their novel on ridi platform

    sui bian July 20, 2024 7:13 pm

    i think you broke it down conveniently. now i can sorta piece together why i read a comment before saying Iheon remembered everything but he acted nonchalant. i guess he did not want to alarm Heemin. but lemme see if i got this one thing right: so their current timeline is the "real" world but Heemin thinks he's been isekai'd into the book he read while he was living his "second" life?

    sekai94 July 20, 2024 7:20 pm
    i think you broke it down conveniently. now i can sorta piece together why i read a comment before saying Iheon remembered everything but he acted nonchalant. i guess he did not want to alarm Heemin. but lemme ... sui bian

    yep, you got it all right down to the t!

    Lovena July 20, 2024 11:55 pm
    yep, you got it all right down to the t! sekai94

    So, can I say Heemin had a psychological break down and Iheon wrote their life story into a book to… help him? Heemin’s art is a wish-fulfillment. That I understand. I’m truly confused about the different worlds.

    Or, are there different worlds. Like, a time loop continuum thing, but the different versions of them have condensed?

    Is this like the manga “Beyond Memories,” because that storyline I understand.

    Thank you!

    sui bian July 21, 2024 1:20 am
    yep, you got it all right down to the t! sekai94

    great! i can't wait to see the rest of the story play out. thanks so much btw!

    sekai94 July 21, 2024 2:16 am
    So, can I say Heemin had a psychological break down and Iheon wrote their life story into a book to… help him? Heemin’s art is a wish-fulfillment. That I understand. I’m truly confused about the different... Lovena

    the second world is kind of weird because it's the world heemin drew on his first life but when they both died on their first life, they woke up on heemin's made up world (it's told on iheon's pov because he woke up on heemin's world during highschool and idk about heemin if he had childhood memories on that world or not, it wasn't told) for ~7 years, with heemin doing his things and iheon couldn't do anything because it's heemin's world, so iheon couldn't do anything on that world when there's no heemin because time and people stopped when heemin wasn't on sight. so you could say it's a world existing around heemin and not a real world where everything is going normal.

    as far as i read the second world, it's not parallel universe or going back thingy, it's just they live in heemin's sketches

    Lovena July 21, 2024 4:56 am
    the second world is kind of weird because it's the world heemin drew on his first life but when they both died on their first life, they woke up on heemin's made up world (it's told on iheon's pov because he wo... sekai94

    That sounds so interesting.
    Thanks for sharing.

    cho July 21, 2024 2:33 pm
    i kind of understand what you're saying but i can see English is not ur first language but u tried ( ̄∇ ̄") Sho_queen

    This cracked me up
    Not sure why, but I think it's the raw honesty that I just never see from comments under 'english is not my first language' posts/ translations hahaha

    Sho_queen July 22, 2024 12:23 am
    This cracked me up Not sure why, but I think it's the raw honesty that I just never see from comments under 'english is not my first language' posts/ translations hahaha cho

    Hey I jus said what i thought .........truthfully ╮( ̄~ ̄)╭

    jamme82736 July 25, 2024 9:53 am

    So heemin run away at the end, even though he said he won't run away from iheon anymore? Also, what cause heemin to miscarriage and iheon death?