someone give me spoilers

I read the novel, what do you want to know?

is it too much if its a summary of events?

im also curious why MC likes the guy so much to behave that way and is he still trying to win him on the 2nd life? (or just trying to be good this time?)

I can give a very brief one. MC regresses in time and decides to stop all of the tragic events from happening around him and protect ML and his happiness with FL. He basically risks his life to save others and unintentionally gets closer with ML even when he tries to get him to be with the FL. They eventually end up together, and we find out that ML in his past life actually always loved MC, it was just series of misunderstanding and the influence of ML's mother that caused the events in the past life. He turned back time after MC died, he was understandably heartbroken. MC frequently insults his past self and actually genuinely hates himself, so his perspective is skewed. The things that he did were never actually really bad, he didn’t harm FL, he just was mean to her sometimes and lied to her to stress her out. MC makes it sound in the novel like he was a huge villain, when he was just a shy guy that got constantly used by others. As to why he likes ML so much, you need to understand MC first. He has a sad life, he got neglected and abused by his family, the abuse was especially extreme from his own brother who forced to guide him while he was beating him up since MC was a small child. The brother is an extreme sadist that has sexual desires towards MC. He is obsessed with him and later on stalks him, tries to abduct him and make him his slave. It explains why MC has no self respect and in his past life needed to get a sponsor to literally survive (I won't spoil who he is, but he’s young, handsome and they never had sex). I don’t remember clearly, but I think MC met ML when MC was still very young, ML at the time was kind to him. ML was also strong, so it’s possible it was actually admiration and idealisation, but later turned into obsession.

thank you for that! really appreciate it
this story looks really interesting and im looking forward to it

Hi
Did you read the novel in Eng??
If yes where please? ╥﹏╥

Was the ML the one who turned back time? does he remember his past life like the MC do?

Yes and no. Near the end of the story we get his POV from the past life. That’s actually how we know MC had a skewed perception, the poor guy hated himself and deluded himself into believing he’s a monster. The story is actually sad if you think about it.

The translation isn’t finished I'll dm you where it is, even though you can just easily Google it, don’t spread it on social media, the translators are in enough trouble as it is). I read the raws later on

Sent, now I better not see any idiots mentioning the translator of the novel here. I don’t trust everybody to not spread it on social media, I know some of you can’t keep your mouth shut about Mangago. Keep in mind translators get into legal trouble because of it. This is not directed to you Sky, but to any person who will think it’s a good idea to reply to your comment and give the translator's site.

I wanna know too, can i have the link?

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Can I also have the link pls?

Can I get the link pls?

Can you dm it to me as well please

What with that FL thing??

Can I get a link to the novel as well? I'm curious on how this plays different from the manga.

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It’s the woman who is supposed to be ML's lover according to the original series of events from the perspective of MC in his past life. It’s terminology you have to get used to in those types of BL stories.

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Can I get the link too please…

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