Same here, it's making me panic a little too much.
Wait really? can I ask how bad is it at the moment? I literally avoided reading this for months to let it marinate and stock up on chaps but this is making me hesitate to pick it up again
It's...
You should still pick it back up because it's really good but things are so tough on Ruby right now, lzek is still a sweetheart though <3
i think I should let this in the closet until its finished or until the extreme angst is gone. I'm truly getting anxious everytime I read it. If someone could please reply to his comment when the time comes.