Yeah he keeps hurting him in order to not get himself hurt eventually. And cried right after being inconsiderate. How would one feel if their partner continuously shrugs them off, turns his face away, pushes away and doesn't say anything much nice only to open his mouth when saying harsh things and then cries as if he's the one being treated unfairly? The ml is sooo patient with him nd always makes the move, always apologises, keeps coming back to him and just takes everything without any complaints. Just saying you're "stronger" feelings doesn't do anything if you treat your partner like shit.
could not have said it better. idk why ppl keep disliking my comment but if it didn't come out as i wanted to then this comment just explains simply how i feel. i'm exhausted just reading the story, can't even imagine what ml must be going through. i'm dropping this rn. i could not care less about this story. it's been like this for like 20 chapters now.
Yeah, I mean he has this very strong belief that he loves the ml way way more and keeps making light of the mls feelings. He assumes that the ML is someone who will easily forget him and DOESN'T CARE. That's actually invalidating and insulting to the ml. I get he has panic disorder but it's just unfair for someone so sincere to get jabbed again and again. Tbh I'm just hopeful because even with all his unreasonable actions and thoughts he genuinely is head over heels (n in his words obsessed) for the ml, plus he's a dumb teenager who was neglected. That is no excuse but still there're much worse n indecisive mc's out there who ever waver in their feelings but atleast his feelings are in place so let's see if he gets better!
And that's why because of irrational, delusional fears he brings suffering to both of them. He's the source and the initiator of that suffering but he himself suffers too lol. IN THE NAME OF LOOOVVEEEEE. *Bebe Rexha voice*
true but i also thinks lot of events in his life have made him like this. hes so sick and weak but has only himself to depend on. he literally has chronic illness and his mom is in fucking france lmao. all his life i think he has thought of himself as a burden so he has a lot of insecurities. on top of all that hes a male omega. this dude needs therapy before he gets a boyfriend lol
i cant imagine dating someone so insecure in real life. bro is always thinking about break up. like at this point just break up. this kid needs a proper parental figure around him. his mom is in france and he lives alone so all he does is bottle his feelings up. i cant imagine leaving my chronically ill childi dont remember why his mom is in france but this kid needs a proper adult
fr bro has ZERO TRUST in the ml
BRO im so done with this. mc is just selfish, stupid, inconsiderate and just always acts like a fucking victim, running away when things get hard. Newsflash, even if you're with the love of your life you will still have hard times. life is not a rainbow full of sunshines and happiness. but running away, causing the other person to constantly have an even harder time just bcs you're scared and insecure will not make it better. grow up. You're 18, not a fucking child, get a grip.
just say the truth, and if he doesn't accept you (which is just bs cuz everyone knows he doesn't care about your gender), then he's not a good person and you have to move on. the longer you procrastinate the harder it'll be for you to get over him.
and if he does accept you then all of your worries will disappear, your relationship will evolve, and keep on going with no secrets.
its THAT SIMPLE.