putting aside the whole loop thing. God this is such a depressing relationship. Mc’s hyung is such a piece of shit with the biggest case of internalized homophobia and the mc obviously has his own issues too but seeing their dynamic just made me depressed asf cuz of how surprisingly realistic it is. I wanted the mc to meet someone better (ideally therapy but yknow that doesn’t exist in BL) and move on with his life so the blue haired guy will realize his fuck ups.
putting aside the whole loop thing. God this is such a depressing relationship. Mc’s hyung is such a piece of shit with the biggest case of internalized homophobia and the mc obviously has his own issues too but seeing their dynamic just made me depressed asf cuz of how surprisingly realistic it is. I wanted the mc to meet someone better (ideally therapy but yknow that doesn’t exist in BL) and move on with his life so the blue haired guy will realize his fuck ups.