While reading the series it mainly felt like he had romantic feeling for Romantica. Not once where there was a moment where it felt like he had those feelings for Adjest. Mainly felt like she had a one sided love for him.
Im actually content and at peace with the way it ended tbh, and honestly I’m just glad that after over 260+ chapters where he ALWAYS chose to put others before him, in the end when they asked him to choose between them, he said “me” and I would like to think that he’s finally decided to start living and putting himself first TT :”) whether he chooses romantica or adjest in the future, or no one as well, as long as it was a decision made by him, FOR him, I’ll be happy either way. My bby desir you will always be dearly loved by me I hope you live a long and happy life now ☹
I really don’t think its fair for Desir (as a character) to suddenly pick between adjest and romantica, it feels forced and rush too me, i think it would be proper to have a decent side story focusing on developing those 3 relationships (whether it become romantically or only platonic).