help pls

- ALL THE YOI & HAIKYUU DOUJINSHI.
- http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/yarichin_bitch_club/
- http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/kohitsuji_project/
- TOTALLY CAPTIVATED
- https://myreadingmanga.info/kusabi-keri-kurui-naku-no-wa-boku-no-ban-eng/
- http://www.mangago.zone/home/mangalist/37641/ (mainly fluffy genre)
- CANIS. (always recommends this to everyone)
- http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/donten_ni_warau/
(okay.. okay ik. this ain't BL, just has a tiny bit BL vibes tho; however, ITS EXTREMELY GOOD. LIKE IMMENSELY good, YOU WILL NEVER. EVER. EVVVVVVVER. REGRET READING THIS. It is a tiny bit sad but it could be a lie? ╮(￣▽￣)╭ i won't spoil it. JUST READ THIS FIRST, copeish?)

also this:
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/neon_sign_amber/

^ that one could a little sad, but it ain't gonna give you an emotion break down. Just trust me! (:

If you're still sad, I want you to know that I'm here to give you all the love, hugs, and BL mangas (expecially the smutty ones *smirks*) stashed inside my pants. <33333
(づ￣ ³￣)づ

Try some of these happy stories:
http://www.mangago.zone/home/mangalist/124591/
http://www.mangago.zone/home/mangalist/124326/

Eigyou Nika is as cute as hell, makes you smile and feel all warm inside

Not gonna lie I cried from howtouching that was http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/haikyu_dj_shisseishou_oikawa_tooru_no_hanashi/
Really fluffy http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/danshi_koukouseiteki_kazoku_keikaku/
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/kono_ore_ga_omae_nanka_suki_na_wakenai/ (surprisingly)
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/pochi_to_tama/
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/kikoeru/
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/cafe_latte_rhapsody/
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/la_satanica/
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/rutta_to_kodama/
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/sono_koi_ni_wa_wake_ga_aru/
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/konbini_kun/
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/wild_rock/
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/slow_starter_ichikawa_kei/
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/kocchi_muite_waratte/
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/blue_sky_complex/

http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/kimi_to_kore_kara/ first chapters of little bad but don't worry it gets better. But can you tell me what Mongo you read?

What yaoi manga did you read that got you fucked up so badly??

Thank you so much everyone, well what I read was about these childhood friends who were always together but in either middle school or high school they went through lots of drama until they finally began dating. They both loved soccer since they were kids but one of them was hit by a truck and could no longer play but bless he survived. Now they are adults and living happily, renting an apartment together but at some point one of the guys who was actually the one to begin this relationship started feeling insecure and maybe even guilty because the other guy was straight from the beginning. At work that guy made a lesbian friend who he could confide in. Then when his insecurities began the other guy had to go a for a sort of like a business trip which was the worst timing for the other guy because he started feeling even more insecure. He asked the lesbian friend to pretend to be his wife in front of his parents so they did but the parents put them in the same room together and told them to spend the night. It was awkward for the two but what the fucking woman pulled was she was like you wanna try it? And they fucking had unprotected sex. And now guess fucking what the female is pregnant and the guy is like oh fuck and the other guy who went on the business trip is just in fucking shock and the guy who impregnated her says I have to deal with the consequences so I'll marry her and raise a child with her. They have sex and are happy for like one last time and in the end The other guys was like you chose her over me fine I fucking get it and he's hurt and broken but that was the other guys decision so. He disappeared and never came back and the guy who is soon to be a dad is searching for his gay ex lover. He cares for his wife and kid but he is still very concerned on finding out about his ex gay lover. Meanwhile the other guy who he betrayed is im not sure if he was prostituting or working in brothels and dressing in drag but basically his life turned around. So Eventually the mother gets lung cancer and only has one more year to live. That's when the betrayed guy shows up and she is angry and she's like he's my husband I don't want you to be with him since he's mine yet she still tells him please stay with him and make him happy. The poor guy agrees and meets the maybe five year old or around that age child and the father and the father at first is like no no my wife because he realized how much he cared for her now that she's gone. But then he sees the note she left so he stays with the uy and they become the gay lovers again. There were moments where the kid was an asshole to the gay who wasn't his actual father because people were talking about him having two dad's and he one time asked why is he with us he's a stranger after all even though he liked him and cared for him well he's just a lid not realizing hat his words hurt the other guy. Well I'm sorry for such a long summary but this Manga real fucked me up because in the end the actual father of the boy dies and there is this scene where the other guy is really really old and he sees a dream where his child hood friend gay lover is yelling and calling him to come play soccer and it end at a scene where one of the grandchildren yell "grandpa? ??" But he is dead with a soccer ball in his hand ready to join his gay lover. Sorry that j made this so long I'm bad a summarizing I like to add too much detail but it's just this story made me so upset and angry and I honestly didn't know how to feel but thank you to everyone who recommended me something I really needed it

Are you talking about the manga called Complex by Manda Ringo? If so, I totally agreed with you. That manga makes me feel so sad inside out （/TДT)/

AAAAAAAAA YESSS ITS THAT ONE ITS SO SAD ;-;;;;

I know right!!!