the trauma xie lian has of being idolized by the kingdom of xianle only for the people to be disappointed in him failing to appease the masses bleeds into his anxiety of hua cheng treating him the same way once he realizes xie lian isn’t perfect. little does he know hua cheng has seen him for all he is and only has admiration and love for him hua cheng’s quote “ But to some, the very existence of a certain person in this world is in itself hope.” references a long time ago when xie lian told hong’er “if you don’t know the meaning to your life, then make me that meaning, and use me as the reason to live” and i think thats so sweet
the trauma xie lian has of being idolized by the kingdom of xianle only for the people to be disappointed in him failing to appease the masses bleeds into his anxiety of hua cheng treating him the same way once he realizes xie lian isn’t perfect. little does he know hua cheng has seen him for all he is and only has admiration and love for him hua cheng’s quote “ But to some, the very existence of a certain person in this world is in itself hope.” references a long time ago when xie lian told hong’er “if you don’t know the meaning to your life, then make me that meaning, and use me as the reason to live” and i think thats so sweet