Oh no the desperation is worse than I thought- skipped to the fucking chapters (39-40) bc I’m curious but I find the uke wanting to please seme by sucking his dick so he’s satisfied and won’t leave again and being ok with waking up by himself with seme gone and no note or text… that’s crazy work his standards in hell
Read it, it gets better
this is why I stopped reading after like 10 chapters.. ppl gave spoilers and I chose my mental peace lol I cannot imagine clinging to someone who don't want you the top is fcking trash
Spoil me pls how does it get better cause idk if I should read this or not...
I totally agree, I got back to this on a whim after 3 or 4 months and is actually confused now thay there are people defending how mc is not a doormat like wtf all I see is him giving away too much for nothing (not even an explanation just pure neglect) like, even he himself sees that and tries to stop liking the top at the start, but for content the author just have to make him so easygoing to the point of it being out of character, like, not a single backhanded thought pop up on his mind throughout the mental tormenting, yeah sure you want a plot about a relationship where you’re the only one wanting it to work out lol (im not saying the manhwa is bad tho but it’s just too embarrassing in the wrong way) yeah sure the top has trauma and is pardoned cliche but what about all the new traumas he gave us and especially the mc uhhh
I mean being the chasing one once or twice is fine but I swear the mature behavior of hearing and conveying is totally one-sided and suddenly they are lovey-dovey again without any context lol
On ch 24 where seme just broke it off with uke and uke is having trouble accepting it. I’m taking a mental break from the second hand embarrassment I feel from uke clinging on to someone who does not want him. Desperation is not a good look and uke is looking foolish. He has no self respect and pride. And from the cmts it’s seems even 25 chapters later uke is still kissing ass to a trash seme. Was it ever explained why seme broke it off? Bc I refuse to continue reading ab the ukes embarrassing chasing and begging antics.