Awe, don't give up! Think about those who will cry for you. And think about the Yaoi you'll never live to read! I used to often contemplate with suicide, but gave up on realizing that I was too young to die. I need my life to read Yaoi~
What about the future beautiful Yaoi?! Don't forget about that! Live till you're a hundred and read to your heart's contents! Forget about the shit idea of suicide!
Do some self searching. Ask yourself why you feel so sad. That's what I did when I was young, realized I didn't really have a good, rational reason (other than the normal childhood woes of crap adults and siblings and being too different from those around me, which is still the case twenty years later) and I got over it. I still get depressed sometimes, but so does everyone.
You should look into Buddhism, too. It's helped a lot of people become happier in life. Nothing stays the same, not even us. You may be sad now, but you won't be forever.
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I completely agree with Miwa, you're still young and self reflecting can do a lot
This is only SnapChat so, add me and I will talk to you if you want. I think just talking to someone and distracting yourself is a start. @m.arher
A lot of depression is chemical. A psychologist, even if you don't want to talk to them, would be good to give you something to fix that part of it. (Note: these should be lawfully given to you, like prozac or lexapro, self-medicating with street drugs can make depression even worse, not that I particularly think that you specifically would do that, but just in case.)
Depression isn't something you just get over unless your situation is really unique; medication is a really good idea if you don't like therapy. A lot of depression is chemical. A psychologist, even if you don't want to talk to them, would be good to give you something to fix that part of it. (Note: these should be lawfully given to you, like prozac or lexapro, self-medicating with street drugs can make depression even worse, not that I particularly think that you specifically would do that, but just in case.)
lol. when i was depressed and suicidal i used to think of those thoughts. If i die will my soul be able to move on if don't watch/read bl mangas/animes i've been anticipating all this time??
and same as you Haley-chan i've done all those things too...
i THINK (its just my guess but) what you're feeling right now are just symptoms leading to depression.. i know you don't want to talk to anyone especially a psychiatrist/psychologist but you should talk to someone VERY close to you(a sibling/a bestfriend/anyone you'd be comfortable to talk to). Don't be afraid to share to them you're problems they won't judge you believe me, i've been through this... i hope you get through this. let's live by anticipating all the beautiful yaoi mangas for the upcoming years..
surround yourself with bright colors and citrus esecial oils it really does work i do it for my daughter who is clinically depressed
also surround yourself with cheery poeple if you stay within a clique of depressed people it will only keep you down emotionally
iv been very depressed resently and i just wrote a suiced not for my fam. but then i went on here and read a cute yaoi and my depression kinda flew south.its not gone forever i know that but it does help.(i understand if you disliked )