He is delusional about his brother due to his upbringing. I think that he knows his brother is insane, but he can’t let go of him thinking that his brother is the only one that can give him love.
Yes his upbringing is what makes him have expectations from his brother, I just hope his relationship with the seme to improve in a healthy way and that to make him realize he can be loved and appreciated. It's just frustrates me that he expects to have a good relationship with his brother after their grandfather gives up on him, but that don't happen, his brother seems to be very violent and manipulative so I can see him getting better in the future and that will only hurt the uke. :(
Can't see him getting better*
I get the frustration, but yeah, the whole dynamic is so fucked up. But I get lying to myself and being delusional. It’s really sad, but I do hope the relationship between uke and seme improves.
I don't think he believes his brother cares for him at all, he's terrified that the psycho will kill him
I agree with the above, but I do believe he does still crave for his brother’s love even though he knows deep down that that will never happen.
I think the uke is stupid af ╮(￣▽￣)╭
Hear me out, I know that he has received kindness just from his brother (manipulative bit*h) but if he is so smart and sees that his own mother doesn't even look at him and only cares about his brother, why doesn't he realize that his own brother doesn't actually care about him? His brother didn't love him from the start, he was manipulating him. At present he thinks he can go back to having a good relationship with his older brother if his grandfather gives up o him, this after his brother almost killed him. I mean if that's not stupid then I don't know what it is. ヾ(❀╹◡╹)ﾉ~