Sounds like many other bl's the classic the kind 2nd ml will never know how to match the mc new found freak hence mc must stay with the toxic ml, as if sexual exploring isn't a real thing you can do with others more community.
imo mc does not think that he could be able to bc it's not as easy to do so (but he certainly could once he finishes college and actually gains confidence in doing so w the help of someone from that community) & asshole ml fully takes advantage of that fact ..
+ the lives of these 2d lines will forever be in the hands of the author so yes, it is like any other bl classic where asshole dickweed ml takes the cake at the end of the day (in my own dreams i am the one who will eat mc's cake)
i will always defend joonghyun and explain why he acts the way he acts but ts will never make me like that silver haired skank of a male lead
(yapping alert)
spoiler? ig but more of an observation for mc:
- i whole heartedly believe that mc wouldn't have ended up with childhood friend (lets label him as sml <second male lead>) because he just doesn't match his freak yk and by freak i do not mean literal rape just rough sex w PROPER d/s undertones that has PROPER COMMUNICATION, PROPER BOUNDARIES, AND IMMEDIATE DISCLOSURE OF A SAFEWORD IF MC REALLY WISHES TO STOP.
- i also believe that in that one ch. where mc inevitably chose to have a fuck sesh with ml over a good movie sesh w sml is because he unconsciously craves the foreign pleasure this asshole gave him (and believes that he won't be able to recreate with his own self) and one of the main factors of that is the sheltered life i presumed he lived because of that incident and with sml acting like his barrier from incels (love him) he wishes to experience that kind of experience again (seeing as he literally couldn't cum because he didn't think of using the backdoor) and because it is in humam nature to be greedy he chose to chase that pleasure over his safety and sml
- another factor to that and basically why mc makes dumb decisions because HE IS NAIVE !! BRO DOESN'T THINK SHIT THROUGH CLEARLY GOD HELP HIM. like he was naive enough to go alone in a get-together as an omega, without his alpha barrier sheild, and GETTING DRUNK LIKE OH MY GODD THIS POOR MAN and he was obviously going to get preyed on by asshole pieces of poop like that asswipe ml BUT HE DOESN'T THINK ANYONE WOULD DO THAT TO HIM BC HE'S THAT NAIVE??? I THINK bless his soul someone get him a proper partner his cute ass doesn't deserve this harsh reality of his comic world
- lastly, he's trying his best. my boy is clueless in some (maybe in most) departments but he knows what he's doing........................ i think