is this worth reading?

i’ve been asking myself that for the past 20 chapters

SAME

Compared from the other insufferable MC that always follows the stereotypical of what bottoms act like and how I always despise them, but this one is different, I can actually sympathise with him, he's gone through so much all the more alone, even his own mother belittled his trauma of being raped, it's unfortunate and I hope Mr Han gives him more comfort lol （￣へ￣）