No, because reading fetish pedophilia stories about an elementary schooler and a near college student is disgusting. Enjoying and defending a pedophilic story that has no other intent other than to make a sexual and romantic relationship with a 6-9 year old makes you a pedophile! You have sexual attraction to children fictional or not because this is depicting a human child, if you didn’t why would you defend and love reading this? You’re fucking weird accept that, deluding and defending yourself with bullshit reasoning is pathetic. I’ve read a singular chapter being the latest one and was immediately shown a child on some older guys lap while the other guy got hard and you’re trying to defend that?
What stage of mental illness are you at? Where is this delusion coming from. People who read sexual content about children have sexual thoughts about children, not a “headcanon” but fact. You’re trying to seem unbothered through outdated humor and emojis rather than defending yourself with anything valid? (18 U.S. Code § 1466A). under federal law, drawing and animating sexual depictions of children are considered child pornography, and you can be convicted for possession or marketing of this material.
The fact that this is illegal anywhere, might not be illegal where you are from, is enough to show that this sort of behavior is disgusting and odd.
Bro bro take it easy geez I don't follow the laws of the government just the laws of the heart <3 ROFLCOPTER
But since we're at it let's play your game, when I was a child I literally sold CP of myself because I hated myself and the only ones who'd praise me were old men on the internet, I talked to lots of people who were in fact pedophiles and I grew up used to this so if you really think it's disgusting and wrong to enjoy a shota/loli manga consider that for me this is nothing much, maybe I'm on the wrong? Maybe you're on the wrong? Or maybe no one is right and no one is wrong bc our mortality, our way of thinking and our experiences are different, you're not better than me and I'm not better than you just because we don't see things the same way (things= liking fucked up stuff in fictional stories)
I'm not saying I was right back then and I don't care if you're disgusted by me, what is done is done and idc enough about it to regret anything but also I wouldn't like other children to do what I did, I'd never ask for a real child to make porn and I'd never abuse a real child, but a fictional child is not real, reading about a fucked up relationship on a manga doesn't bother me at all, I can tell that what's going on in this manga has nothing to do with real CP and pedophilia
So am I breaking the law? Poor law lol but as long as me and other people who enjoy this manga don't harm anyone irl it's okay, it doesn't matter if we ship them, or if we find tsubaki cute, or if we read fucked up stuff or whatever ✧AS LONG AS NO ONE IS HURT IRL IT DOESN'T MATTER AT ALL uwu✧
Learn to not harass people over a silly story :P instead go find another story you like and have fun in other comment sections
Well now I can see you are in fact, “Ill”. It’s horrible you had to go through that, but if you use the fiction card you’re just further pushing towards the desensitization of real issues. I don’t want to comment much on your experience, since I myself am not one to judge that point of your life, I’m only pointing out your actions now.
No matter your experience, justifying reading something like this with personal experiences is wrong, you being used to this behavior is horrible and I’m sorry you are, I really am. I am saying people who watch and enjoy CP/loli-shota manga *unprovoked* are pedophiles.
And I am not saying reading rape, or pedophilia is wrong, (books such as “Lolita” are an example of what I mean by this), romanticizing it is. This story romanticizes it. I don’t want to be apathetic to your experiences and say it doesn’t matter what you went through, since this seems to be I guess a trauma response (assuming this since you used your experience to explain why you read this.).
You went through something traumatic that is similar to the contents of this so i understand why you do it, but im speaking on people who read this unprovoked, no prior experiences and just enjoy it.
I’m not trying to “play” a game, I’m trying to get my point across without you so stubbornly denying it and deluding yourself into thinking this is okay just because physical actions aren’t involved. Again, very sorry about what happened to you. I’ll make this my last reply since my words made you feel the need to recall those fucked memories and made you type them out. I assume you’ll understand what I’m trying to convey, since my views have not changed.
... yeah this was... undefendable