idk man... i guess i see your point but i don't really agree since i don't see how she was selfish? her actions make enough sense for most of the story based on her circumstances.
she may not be the only one facing problems but she never specifically acted like she was the only victim either (correct me if i'm wrong), and it makes sense for her to prioritize her own problems too. if you died 9 times in the past (some deaths were painful too, as we can see in chapter 86), wouldn't you also try your best to live while prioritizing yourself?
i also don't think she views her dad as a villain since she clearly tried hard to get closer to him throughout the story, but she does view him as what he is: someone who did not help her when she died 9 times prior. it is clear to us, the readers, that he loves her, but she does not have our perspective of the story and i can see how fragile her trust in him could easily be/become due to her past.
i do think the dad is totally redeemable and i like his character though, i just respectfully disagree with your analysis on the mc
Hii! (⌒▽⌒) i just saw your comment i understand and also respect your way of viewing the story! Tysm for sharing your pov while reading the story it made me a little more understading of the situation. As i said i’m really not familiar with this type of manhwa because i mostly read those isekai!! (≧∀≦)
same I also agree
I think mc is still not matured even after experiencing 9 lifes because in those 9 lives she only lived up until she 12 or something. While reading this i can sense how much trauma she received from her last lifes and had lods of issues in so one of them is trust, through having an issue with trust she became selfish abt how she’s worth in the eyes of others and that they would betray her always and forgot that she’s not the only one facing problems. Especially her dad who she views as if his a villain understandable cause in her eyes from the past life he didn’t care about her but for me i truly believe that the father loves her deep down and just wanna protect her. I also have a theory that her dad did stuff(like become crazy or smth) after her death. I may be having a different perspective ant this while reading cause im not really familliar with this like of stories cause most those i read are isekai